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I was to be born on cristmass day,but I was so exited to enter this world dhat I manage it on 23.of december 1978!Oh,yes and this happened in the country that is no more-Yugoslavia.I`ve always been a kind of looner,trough I did participate on "social" games/sports;Well precisely:I played soccer,other times some soccer and for a change sometimes some soccer...At school I did (more than)good in the learning part,but was extremly rebelious and could not keep my mouth closed.Always speaked my mind,which in my country in those years(`80`s &`90`s)wasn`t smart thing to do,even for a child!Well,1991.my city(Sarajevo)became a stage of bloody conflict,so I escaped the city and went to my grandparents in Zagreb,Croatia,which was oned the siege of "Yugoslavian Army"(read Serbian),so I had to leave there as well.I was 15 years old when I arrived in Netherlands,which is my residence ever since.It wasn`t long `till I discovered drugs,sex and art.I joined squad movement,which was not much of a movement at all those days,maybe and of `60`s and in `70`s...Now it was a group,or better a several groups of people in the age from 13 to 40(mostly)who left they parental homes in early age and went on the quest for freedom.Most of us used drugs,trought not everybody did.Speed,weed,xtc and LSD were mostly used and hard drugs and those who used(that we called heroin and coke)were not welcome.Hypocrite to the bone...Well I started using speed and I met this italian chick who was 13 years older,and was into this way of life "a little longer"then I was,but she was managing just fine:she had a 6 years old son,job,she was an artist and she went to illegal tekno partyes(lasting 30-50hours!).Living with here I discovered artist in me.Went to art academy,where I was one of youngest ever to be exepted(this was a prestige Royal Art Academy in The Hague!)but had enough of it after a year or so.Relation with italian lady was over-mostly `couse my heroin habbit which I developed in the mean time!I went living in the squads(empty lefted houses,but not for demolition)and my life become one big non-stop party of drugs,sex,music...I still did my art,but never try to commercialise it partly `couse of my idealistic idea that art is not for sale(how silly,I`m thinking now!)and part `couse I was too "bussy" having sex,taking drugs,dancing and fucking around.I made my money whith modeling for painters and all kind of photographers and "photographers" who liked good looking young and importantly naked bodyes.Well,here I gonna skip it forward,otherways I have to write a book!Lets just say that now 10 y. from than I have an regular home(a big appartment),I work in pets shelter and I am able to controle my drugs use to the point that u8sing gives me much more pleasure than problems;I stop using heroin and I`m in methadon program,where I`m slowly reducing the dosage...However I stayed faithfull to my "first love"-speed,and I spoke hash,but here in Holand everybody does.What more?Hm...I hate hypoctrity,politics,lays/layers...but funny thing,those 3 things are acttualy one and the same!Well on another side,I like honesty,gentleness,...I`m very passionate,impulsive,offten idealictic.Everything new excites me,attractes me,so I`m laways on the move onto my spiritual juorney.
Well I wount write about my looks,`couse you can see it on the pictures I( gonna upload!I goess that`s it.For now!
GORAN

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